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My visit in Tacloban part 2

Friday, April 24th, 2009

It’s been long time that I logged on to make the continuation of my report of my visit in Tacloban. Its just make me feel bad because its make me more thinking of my son.

it seems like my son is just here with me, because when I was  passing at the public market, the young boy  vendor  want to sell some rags  and native fan ,he’s eye are showing  of  bagging  and so emotionally.

The young vendor is about in my son’s age, I don’t want to buy  any of  the sale item he have ,but  I  also ask how much per small round rag he have and also big rags, as a start of our conversation. We had small talk, I ask him if he sold  out more of this rags ,  how long he is on the street selling  those things and some personal questions…All  of  my questions he answered.

When I get home , while I’m  arranging  all of my plastic bags from shopping ,suddenly  the rag vendor boy came to my mind, his answer and stories about why he do the summer job. Instead of having summer class or enjoy his summer vacations from the school..

It made me thinking more about my son, because the rag vendor helps  his Family  for there every day  living ..  They are five kids in the family, he is the second.

He is already 2 years late in  his studies, instead of grade 5 this coming school year he just in grade 3 if  possible that he has a chance to go to school…

All the stories he had as a little kid helping their parents, I also experience that as older sister in the Family, I grow up as helper of my grandmother for everything.  She build me into a hard working  kid, she  teach me how to take care of the house  and selling food on the street, also to take care of our small fast   food in our barangay, in Tacloban. We sale   barbecue in the public market each night  and sometime I cant go to school because I’m so tired and don’t have enough sleep, a reason why my grades are not that good.

Same as the little boy vendor, when I’m in his age too I don’t have enough time to play, enjoy being  a kid.  I consider  that this boy is luckier because at least he is with his parents and the whole family is just there…  this boy  make’s  me feel  lonely that at the moment  I’m so far to my son, that I cant see how he is,  and help him for what he needs..  My son is the reason why I visit in Tacloban.

I know there is not so much about my trip to Tacloban, just some thoughts crossed my mind while sitting here. I promise that the other parts Tripreport to Tacloban and Manila will continue… some when soon

Truly your

Maldita

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my visit in Tacloban…

Thursday, March 26th, 2009

We leave Dumaguete at 12 midnight March Friday the 13th, my daughter is so excited to see her brother in Tacloban,,, our plan is to surprise him  that we are there on his birthday March 17..

we arrived at Cebu 7am March 14th and we  move to another boat going to Ormoc, its 2 hours travel, then Ormoc to Tacloban 1 hour in the bus…

I’m not very much excited that I’m already in my home town where i grow up…even i have change to meet my school mates my old friends, my cousins, aunties and more relatives,… because i know they just expect a lot of pasalubong or help i can give to them, its nothing bad at all.., to be honest i love to help and to have anything for them to help and to share  some of my blessings.. but i don’t have something to give for them,for sure if i have, there is no problem to share… but then i just have my budget and plans for something good for my son, the only reason why me and my daughter are visiting Tacloban City.…  When we’re already at the barangay Anibong the place where i grow up, i can’t stop my self not to cry.. a silent cry but its so deep to my heart and my mind.,and its bring some of my memories how i grow up and learn  how to fight for life .. Actually my grandma took care of me and 3 more younger brothers of mine,..since I’m in 4th grade school,   up to 2nd year high school, I’m with my grandma, (mother side…) I don’t grow up with my own  Family,, its already broken family since i born… my brothers are all half brother only (mother side)…  its make me more sad when i saw the old house of my grandma,its really broken no walls, no roof and no floor…. the only thing was left there are mess and old clothes that nobody can used..

I stay with my uncle, older brother of my dad, i stay there for 4 days….

i don’t waste any single days of my visit to my son in Tacloban that i don’t play and  go out somewhere that i can make my kids happy.. I bring them to Family park, Tower park,Santo Niño church..and to new Gaisano Central a shopping mall in Tacloban.i bought so much present for him.. toys and the most important is his school supplies…  i miss my son so much… I’ve missed a lot of days with out him….  how i wish i can go swimming with him like my daughter and me doing each summer…  i wish that he understand why i have to leave him in Tacloban together with his grandma and not with me  each  time he needs me… to guide him, to teach him if he has home work, play with.. and sleep with… that he feels how much i love him… i just hug my daughter double tight coz of missing him, my son…. I feel and see my daughter miss him too…

maldita

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